Monday, October 02, 2006

WE NEED YOU

I haven't been ready to tell this until now. I am going to be a NEENA again. Let me say I couldn' t be happier and more afraid at the same time. Most of you know that I have a daughter that has been trying for 6 years to have a baby. She was born to be a mother. From the time she was born she had a baby doll. The population of dolls grew and grew around our house. She had all colors, shapes, sizes, hair colors. Some had eyes open, some had eyes shut. She played with and loved them all. Although she would not admit it, I know that she played with dolls until jr. high. Rather secretly. She dressed up her poor little brother and fixed his hair long before he could defend himself. Then she began to dress our poor dog up in baby clothes. It wasn't long until the entire town realized what a "prize" she was as a babysitter. She babysat, babysat, and babysat some more. She went on trips with families to help with the children. She was like the PIED PIPER. At church, her pew would be filled with all the kids. This was everywhere we went. She never ever met a kid she didn't like! So the infertility issues were so confusing to us all because we knew there would never ever be a better Christian mother. Her husband bravely stood beside her in ever venture she undertook to get pregnant. He deserves a medal. Sadly, they lost twin sons several years ago. Just not quite ready to be born at 24 weeks. It broke their hearts and mine too. How do you heal from that? Or do you just go on? Going on is the only choice that we had.......now, by the miracle of God she is almost 12 weeks pregnant without any doctor intervention. We've kept it rather quiet until we were totally sure. We have now heard the heartbeat. We have seen the baby on a sonogram. It is now very real. She is placed in the high risk catergory and they have the best doctor who has assured that he will do everything he can to prevent anything from going wrong again. So, Friday morning at 8 AM we will check her into the hospital where she will have a procedure that will hopefully prevent her body from repeating history and starting pre-term labor. Please pray for her and her husband and give them strength to get through these next few months. And pray for the outcome.........a beautiful baby. I don't believe that we should ever bargain with God for blessings. I would be so afraid to do that. I would never do it. But, I promise that this baby will know about Jesus and salvation. He will hear the story of Noah, Daniel in the Lion's Den, and the Good Samaritan. I will do my part to give the message. Please join our family and remember them in your prayers these next few months. She mentioned in her blog and I'll share with you an excerpt of what she said:

"Now....Have I mentioned that I'm so very scared. I am. Absolutely freaking paranoid. I'm scared of history repeating itself. I'm scared that things will be beautiful one day and me upside down the next. I'm scared of cramps, back aches, hearses and small coffins. I'm scared of sympathy cards instead of congratulation cards. I'm scared the room will still stay empty. I'm scared of leaving the hospital empty handed...again. Please God let all things go smoothly."
Our whole family THANKS YOU for your prayers!

9 comments:

Bar Bar A said...

CONGRATULATIONS! This is thrilling news and I will put your daughter and her baby on my prayer list right now so I pray for them daily. I'm so happy for your family!!!

That Girl said...

I would be scared too. I'll be praying, keep us updated!

DJG said...

I can relate. We went through all of the scary stuff with my daughter last year. I will be praying.

Barbie said...

Oh Lynn I don't know if you know but infertility is VERY near and dear to my heart. It is the reason I call my children my answer, my blessing and my gift:-) I know how scared your dd is and my email is always open if she needs to talk to someone or YOU need to talk. Is she having a cerclage done? BTW congrats and ya'll will be in my prayers {{{{{{{{{}}}}}}}}}

Ashley said...

I love you Mom. Even though you just made me cry. I appreciate all the prayers too. See you on Thursday.

everyday.wonder said...

I talked to Ruben a few days ago and heard the news--praise God! You'll be in our prayers!

Giggi said...

You know you have lots of prayers going up from fort worth. We are all so excited!!! This baby is a miracle, & God will do great things through him/her & all of you. Love you, Sissy

Heather said...

Your right....Ash was born to be a mommy! I am so excited for her and BA that I could just do cartwheels down the street! :)

I'll be thinking about you all tomorrow.....and PRAYING! Wish I could be there.

Love, Heather

mindy tyndall said...

Lynn - your post is simply beautiful. Full of hope and joy and a healthy amount of precaution. My entire prayer group is praying for this baby and it's parents. My family in Tennessee is praying for this baby and it's parents. A prayer chain that I am involved in that reaches from coast to coast, border to border - they're all praying. No bargaining needed. God is going to show us something amazing - and when it happens, God is going to bless your precious family for remaining faithful to Him.
Praying for you EVERY day!
Hugs...