What started out as an I might turned into a great big IT'S TOO LATE NOW. I officially turned in my intent of retirement effective June 10th. I plan on being done and closed out before that though. I couldn't be any more excited or scared. I spoke yesterday with my principal and we had a good talk. Then when I got home last night I emailed my "office matey" because I knew I couldn't talk to her without crying. We have worked together side by side for over 20 years. When I got to work this morning I had an email from her. So, we emailed all morning because we both agreed we'd cry if we talked about it. Then around lunch, I went over to the superintendent's office and told him. He was suprised but very understanding. I came back to the office and wrote a personal letter to each of the staff who have been my "family" for 30 years. They began flooding in all afternoon and there has been alot of shock and tears. But, it is done. No turning back.
I mentioned in my letter that I had been getting gentle heavenly nudges for some time now. Not really ignoring them and very aware of where they were coming from. It is like a light just came on and I said, ENOUGH. There are too many things I want to do. Right now I am young and healthy enough to do whatever I want. I even know what that is.........I want to wake up and think, "Hmmmm what do I want to do today?" I want to throw a suitcase in the car and head to Abilene or Houston to rock one of 4 babies. I want to sit with my mom and dad on the porch and drink iced tea. I want to pack up and go stay with my sisters and shop, and eat, and shop. I am going to rest and rest and rest. I am going to get my house in order and my health. I am going to clean out closets and cabinets. If I want. I want to volunteer to do things I like to do. I want to take lots of pictures. I want to take some road trips to visit friends who have moved away. I might even take an airplane flight all by myself !
When I started to work 30 years ago I was 25 years old with 2 precious little girls. Soon after a son was born. Since that day my life has been full of changes and responsibilities that I wouldn't trade for anything. I have been in fast mode and never looked back. All I know is that in the fall when the school bus runs by my house I won't panic and think I'm late. I'll just pour myself another cup of coffee and put in a good movie.
10 comments:
Congratulations! I wish I could join you!
I can't believe you actually did it. I bet you'll be like Poppi though...always having to do something.
I love you and will see you tomorrow.
Wow. Congratulations! But I have a feeling Ashley is right, and you won't be popping in many movies!
And may I just say you have my deepest respect for teaching children for 30 years. I admire teachers more than any other profession! I wish you were paid like pro athletes.
So proud of you!!! You will enjoy so many wonderful times with the kids, sitting on the porch and that extra cup of coffee.
Hopefully, I'll see you more, too!!
Hugs to all!
M
UMMM...Abilene and Houston??? What about Dallas? I have two precious babies you can hold! I am so excited for you! I know this will be such a blessing!
All right!!! You have good times ahead. That sounds wonderful. Enjoy it. I'm jealous.
I too wish I could join you....congrats!!
Retirement sounds great! Good for you. Enjoy your family time. Love,Nancy
Thank you for visiting my blog....life is never dull as we go through the many transitions.....these blogs we keep serve so many purposes but mainly join hearts....kindred spirits so to speak...building new friendships...the blessings are abundant as God allows paths to cross...will visit you again soon.
God bless
donna
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